He likes to call me by my chinese name.

Nobody now in Glasgow ...call me by my chinese name...except him.
And he likes to call my name for fun.

Yesterday...like I told you...he was vexed...
then his greek female fren came and have a chat...
he was talking to her in their language..
and i dun understand a word.

Then he went off to the room next door to install his stuff..
while that girl sat on his chair...
looking around his desk...

Then I heard him exclaimed my name, my chinese name that is...
and followed by "It OK!"

He solved his technical problem...
and he came out of that room happily exclaiming my name.

telling me he solve his problem.

While that girl is left puzzled...
guessing what "chyiyun" means...

She din know that was my name of cos.

Then after a while she just left.

So..after this incident...
I am sure she is not his girlfren.

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What can i do to help him?

Yesterday...he looked vexed.
There is a technical problem with his installation.
Something about the light sensor and the light coming out from the projector...
he look stuck...
like some school kid stuck in a math problem.
Can feel his frustration.
And he ask me...

"What should I do now...?"

I kept quiet for a while...as if I am thinking of a solution...
.apparently I can't provide him any solution.
Becos i noe nothing about electronics.
I failed my physics when I was in school.
But I am really thinking at that moment about how I can help him.

And...I said...

"Come come..."


he walk towards me and sit on a chair next to me...
and without me telling him what I want to do...

he rest his head on my shoulder and pretend to cry like a kid.

And i pat his back and tell him...

"Dun cry dun cry...you will be alright."

After "crying"... he went back to his seat...
and continue to solve his problem.

Suddenly...I was puzzled.
I dun say anything to him..
but he knows that i wanted him to come closer so that I can comfort him.

Did my face show that?
I din noe I am that expressive.

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暗恋还是双恋?

My fren YN ask me this question when I told her...
I have a new male lead in my blog.
She ask...if it was a single-sided thing or double sided.
This is hard to answer.
I am no longer sure if my feelings for him is considered a crash.
Neither am I sure if he had any feelings for me.
As far as I am concern now, I am not even interested to know if he likes me.
Becos It is not important any more.
As long as we enjoy each other's company.
it really doesn't matter to me now.
And..on top of that..it is silly to start anything now...
becos in less than 3 weeks time...
we are going to say good bye to each other.
Nothing will happen.
Nothing should happen.
And maybe it shall remain as a very beautiful story...
That I will remember.

and so....yah...neither.
Not single-sided...nor double-sided.

Nothing at all.
Suddenly..I feel sad.

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