Reassessment...

She was here whenever she can.
That greek girl.
And she sits in between us...physically...and mentally.
For the whole day...her presence is felt.

It started...with he and I talking...and she came in...
start speaking in greek...and he and I stop talking...I went back to my seats...
and go back to staring at my laptop...
I was lightly disappointed that our converstion had to end in such a way...
But he sent me an emoticon on my MSN...while she is talking...
We just pretend we are chatting with "someone" online...though we are just 1.5 metres apart with her sitting in between...
we had to resort to using MSN...within such a short distance to communicate.
At that moment...I worship whoever invented internet.

She left...and came back again...left and came back...for a few times...
Then...at one point...she practically just sit there...watching him...doing his stuff on his computer...
while they speak in greek.
I am like I dun exist anymore...in the space.

I turn up my volume...and blast myself with music...and do my stuff...
TRYING...very hard to IGNORE everything.
But I can't.

And so..the results of my reassessment....
Is that..
This girl..is
classified as potentially threatening
and not as simple as ABC...

But what am I suppose to do?
I am in no position to fight.
I shall keep quiet and blend myself into the wall...
If I can...I will.

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Precious Childhood Memory...

Today....I showed him photo documentation of my very old works..Old paintings...old sculptures...old drawings..watercolors...

ANd he showed me his childhood pictures...from his computer.
Very cute.
And also his family pictures like his parents...pictures of his parents when they are young...and picture of his grandparents...great parents....Black and white...suddenly..I got the urge to fly back to singapore and scan all my baby photos....I miss all my photographs...

I showed him some pics I had on my organizers...which Wendy made for me...with my pictures from RV(my secondary school) to before I left singapore....

He was laughing...at ME..becos I had one really ugly , fat looking photo...when I was 14...

And i laugh at him....when I saw his pics a few years ago..with his hair is longer...and curly...
Looks comical...

We both had a good laugh...and back to work!

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