Shuriken.

Shuriken is a kind of ninja weapon.
And I rememeber..I used to fold a lot of this paper flying dagger...with my brothers..and we will fold a lot a lot of them and put it in our pocket...and have this flying dagger battle with my brothers...is a 4 spike looking paper dagger..that you need 2 pieces of paper to make it...anyway...anyway...check the website to see what is a shuriken.

http://www.ninja-weapons.com/rangedweapons/shaken/origami_shuriken.shtml

And yah...I give the above information in order to lay a background.

So...I was telling him about this paper shuriken my brothers and I used to play with..and he ask me how I make it...and so...I forgot...and we did a search online and find this.

Exactly like this.

I made one...and we played with it...
He was throwing it everywhere...and then...he lost it.
It fly into a pile of trash...and he couldn't find it...
I saw him digger the pile....and I told him...it's ok...I can make more.
He looks a bit disappointed.

Then I teach him how to make one...and we had one each...
and throw against each other.
We had a liitle bit of fun...and we decided...back to work.
And he ask me if he can keep them.
Of cos.

He kept the 2 shuriken.
And I suddenly remembers....the 2 paper areoplane...din manage to keep them...they fly away..remember?

Ah...

So this time...I teach him something for return.

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CHOKE!

I was talking to him...and drinking my green tea...
And..suddenly I got a choke...

Cough! cough cough!..cough cough cough...!cough! cough!
And I was hitting my chest....to control my choke...

And he was semi standing up...showing a gesture like he was going to come and pat my back...
I put a "stop" hand sign...and say chokingly...that I am ok...

while I ..cough cough cough....

And he says...

"chyi yun...dun die..."

I was halfway choking and going to recover when he said that...
and my choke worsen...

cough cough...couGH!COUgH!cough!
Cough cough.....

I choke on my heart this time.

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Mystery of the rasin scone....

Becos I din blog yesterday...today is the updates.

While my laptop os on the verge of crashing....It din in the end.
It was ok now.
And I backed up all my files.
But his computer crash on the 27th Night.
It was a scary moment...when the studio become very quiet...
And i din dare to make a sound...
becos he dun look happy.
And he restart his computer twice...in safe mode...
And he was busy configuring something.
He restart again...and walk away...very quietly.
I thought he went off to chill out or something...
Instead...he came back and put a packet of "kinder bueno"..the chocolate biscuit with hazelnuts...beside my desk area.
I was puzzled..and look at him...saw him had another packet...and he was opening up...
Ah...he went to the vending machine to get some chocolate.....

But but...is that extra packet FOR ME?

I asked him.

"Is this for me?"

"aye"

Oh...so in the mids of his confusion trying to safe his crashed computer...and I thot he angrily walk off to chilled out...he actually went to get some food...and

HE REMEMBERS ME.

Unfortunately...I dun like chocolate.
And I told him before.

Anyway...I happily eat that packet of kinder bueno...the next door when I was really hungry at some point and find it not bad.

And...I told him the story of my 21st birthday when my mum bought me a chocolate cake for birthday....which is bad...haha...becos she din realise her daughter dun like chocolate!

So...now he knows....I am allergy to alcohol...and dun like chocolate.
WHat else...ahhh...more...he will find out more soon.

Meanwhile...I am touched for his gesture of buying me something to eat...

Oh and that reminds me of something....

I have been staying around his studio for weeks...3 weeks now...

And dun remember exactly since when...but he start to buy this raisin scone from GREGGS...everyday for lunch and some other sandwiches...

I was constantly feeling hungry....and while I was working...in the studio...I will always makes noise and tell him I am hungry...and will go away to look for food. I had brought pack lunches...and bought bread...but I am still hungry.

So there was once he bought this raisin scone...and offer me one...and I like it.
After that...he bought the raisin scone every day...for himself presumably...but he will ask me if i would want one...then...gradually...he bought it everyday...like some staple snack we will eat for tea....and I love them...even though some are badly burnt sometimes....slowly...i realise he bought that everyday...and din eat them at all himself...and I would eat them for 2 days...and i realise...he bought that FOR ME...
Becos...he will buy the lunches...and put that packet of rasin scone ON MY DESK!
while he will keep his sandwich at his desk.

Though we share them...and I dun eat them solely alone...he will eat one or two sometimes...but unofficially...they are MINE!

Yah...something about him...that i realise was very sweet...since dun noe when..
and had been surviving by eating them for more than a week....

I am going to miss the rasin scone when I had to go home one day.

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I had a dream.

Yesterday...

It was a bad dream.
Or maybe I should say...a sad one.
Someone very dear...came to us...and kiss us good bye.

And I cry and cry and cry...
so sad...so sad so sad...
And woke up still crying..

It was the start for a tired day.
which was the reason why I din blog...

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