A few days ago..

I was really angry and upset that day...
When my brother and I had a big quarrel...
As usual...it was a case of misjustice...
I wasn't able to rebute...
becos I was too angry and was crying...I couldn't speak...
My brother accuse me of being irresponsible and selfish...
and did not think of the family...


And what was even annoying is that...
The quarrel was started becos I was trying to tell my brother to respect people's choices....
And he start to say nasty things to me...saying that I have been very irresponsible to the family...blah blah...not at home....blah blah...
He was only with the family for half a year...let's say one year...while I am away...
But I have been with the family for the so many years while he is away....
He complains that I am not contributing to the family...
I did...when he is not around...I was the one who pays all the phone bills and electrical bills...
I never complained about him...
I respect his wish to do anything....
BUT HE DID NOT RESPECT ME.

And the only person in the world who can say i am irresponsible is my second brother...becos he is the only one who is always with the family all the while...
BUt he respect ME...and my wishes...

In this case...there is nothing more I can say...
I dun intend to show off like him...and make it a point to annouce that he is working hard for the family...and how noble he is...
I worked hard for the family too...he dun have to know...

But I want to use my own way...

He says I am selfish and do not want to work for the family base on the fact that I do not want to stay in thailand...
But the truth is...
I DO NOT WANT TO BE INVOLVE IN ANY OF HIS BUSINESS VENTURE...
BECOS in the point of view of an investor...
he is NOT WORTH INVESTING...
And also...I do not work well with him...
A business partner who do not know simple respect is not worth working with...
Moreover...if it is going to be a family business....
It is only going to make my life miserable...
becos he is only going to be tyranic...and dictating...
His way of doing business DO NOT see eye to eye with my working style.

There are just too many reason for me NOT to stay and be involve in the family business...
yet he do not see all these...
And it is no point for me to stay here anymore...
Let him assume things...
I am not interested to clarify any thing...
becos it will be useless....he will just be unreasonable and start making accusation and say nasty things...that is his way to cover up his own guilty conscience...
everything he did is noble...and everything other people do is SHIT...

So yah...that's all....

I wish everybody is happy....