Sunshine boy VS Olive boy

Yes...i met them both today coincidently.


Remember that guy whom I mention ages ago in my blog who smiled like a sunshine...whose girlfren is my classmate...I saw him outside the school today while walking pass the bus stop... it is holiday now and no one is usually at school...while i walk pass the bus stop becos i happen to went to china town to buy stuff which is near the school...the small back door of the school opens and he walk out wheeling his bicycle...ah...nice...I always fancy guys who ride a bicycle...reminds me of the hongkong movie by leon lai and maggi chang...with the theresa teng's theme song....and I remember being able to ride a bicycle is one of the prerequisite for being my boyfren...I remember...
As usual...he smile at me...with sunshine.


And this guy whom I meet in EMA and later in my work place to celebrate his birthday in checkered shirt and olive green sweater...yeah...saw him in the library...smile at each other on the way...then..when i left the library...he was outside unlocking his bicycle lock going to leave...HOW COME ALL THESE CUTE GUYS RIDE A BICYCLE!.....we smile at each other again...and when i walk pass him...he asked if i am still working in that restaurant...i told him i quit becos of miserable pay and working elsewhere now...but goes back to therestayrant for the good food which reminds me of home...we part and say see you later...with a smile.


And so...sunshine boy vs olive boy....nobody wins...or..if anyone did. It's me. :)

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Finally...I realise the difference...

I have been reading my friend LW and JM's blog and realise what they had in common and why I am different. Their blog are full of reference from friends about them. Like how they react to their friend reaction of them in some or many occassion. For me, I seem to be more of a self-obsessed brat living in the world I live in with no one talking to me. Strangely, i seem pathetic..and friendless. Or maybe I just dun want to portray myself in my blog as how other see me but who I am with how I feel for the world i live in. I hope I make sense with what i am saying...

But to make a contrary occassionally, I will like to respond to a comment my landlord make last week about me...he said'" Shiah, you should be a nun"...indeed...in terms of lifestyle...I seem to be a boring person to many people in UK... though i have been very lenient in my many other aspects of life. I dun like to go out and stay at home if i can...or go to school...or else it is work work and work. I dun drink coffee..dun like chocolate dun like coke or pepsi...hate to smoke and dun join social gatherings in school. I am practically a loner....maybe i did give up a lot of so-called luxury in life for some stupid ambition that is taking me to no where. But I believe in balance in life. The zen of it is that you give something you take something....Though like JM...although I am heading to something so abstract...I think i know what I want...or maybe..I know what I dun want. Maybe I am a nun in some way...but what's wrong with it... What's makes people think that being a nun is so negetive...I am sure nuns are also happy beings just like you and me.

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