20th June 2005

Today is the day...I totally get over a him.
Totally.
I was actually feeling quite calm and peaceful.
Not much stir or movements...in my heart...
Slowly...I get used to the fact that I dun have to be around or with him all the time...
after these two days where i tried my best to avoid him...and realise i am ok without him.
Then ...
I got this moment where I got to share some moments alone with HER.
His gf.
She is really a nice girl.
very sweet and frenly.
We did have a few chance to chat...
So there was this instance where i went to hie studio again in the afternoon...
I knew she will be there...
I am just bored...and he is my only few friends here...
But when i reach there...he is not around...but she is.
she invited me to his control room...and i hesitated...
she was smiling and ask if i am afraid to go in...
of cos not...i said in my heart...i have been inside for too many times...
we went in and kept very quiet when visitors come and go...to his interactive space...
we giggle at times when we see people acting funny in the space...
and she is really a very friendly girl...
Then a couple came in....speaking in greek...
and then he came back...expalining his work...
then another couple came in...they are his parents from greece.
As the both of us girls laugh at what his parents were doing...hoping and making hand gesture to play with the real time interatctive media....she told me that his parents dun seem to like her a lot...and always show a very stern face...while her parents like him a lot...
I told her to be patient and things will be better hopefully in the future...
they are together for 7 years...
it was like listening to a close friend telling me about her little secret...
she is really a very sweet girl...a very pretty one too.
then...after so much giggling we had in the control room...
He left with his parents and his parents' friends...
I sneak out of the room without them seeing me while she wait for him to go back...

I walked home smiling...
and have made up my mind to get over him...
in fact i did.
And futhermore both are my friends now...
I give them my blessing.

I hope they will be happy.
Then i will be happy.

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