Contradictary Proximity

Not as if i am full of experience, afterall, I have only love once...I think...
But to me, Love is about proximity. Not all about, but a big factor.

Time, body and soul....

You need to be close.

Human beings are forgetful creatures and need to be constantly reminded of their emotions.

Being close is the reminder.

Just a little bit of it...on and off...is always a nice thing.

Which is also a sad thing...because when u love...you just want to see him all the time.
A little bit of it is not going to be enough.


Yet that closeness should be execute with caution so as not to become like an irritating alarm that makes you curse every morning.

Too much closeness kills.

That is what I mean by contradictory proximity.

Oh well...so much for my love wisdom...

A belated valentine's day entry...

For all those who had love, loving and will love..

Indecisive.

Indecisive is me.
If there is anything I want to change about myself, I wish I can make swifter decision about a lot of things. It is always because I cannot make proper decisions that causes me to lose a lot of chances in life. Of course, the ability to make thourough analaysis of situation before I make any decision is not a bad thing, but making decisions always cost me a lot of precious time.

Then I realise, by actually doing something is more meaningful then to decide whether doing something is a right or wrong move.

Right now, I have to decide, how to move on...
But then again, why don't I just move on.

Indecisive.
That is me.