Angry

I am actually angry with myself that I am still crying over this man...until now...
Not because i still love him...
But because...I am still very hurt everytime i think of him...

so hurt that I will start to cry...

I hate myself for letting this man know my feelings...
i hate myself for giving this man this chance to hurt me this much...

a few days ago....was the day...I fell in love with him a year ago....
I asked myself...why am I so silly.
I shouldn't have believe him...when he said he love me...

How silly...


Will you please stop crying.....

FOR FUCK SAKE!



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Be Brave chyiyun....love life...and life will love you.