So silly...yet so sweet...

We went up to EMA to collect our stuff together...
And we are at the entrance of the lift...waiting.
Suddenly...something occurs in my mind...
something stupid.
I propose a challenge.
"I will take the lift and you take the stairs...and we see who wins!"
Obviously...he will.
But for the fun of it.
He stand by the stair case... getting ready...

"wait wait!!!...you must wait for me to enter first...dun cheat!"

Fair enuff I believe.

"Wait!!!...must wait for the door to close...to be fair!"

Ok...I know I am unreasonable...I dun care.

Then the door opens and i went in.
Door closes...

After like a million years later...I reach the 2nd floor.
This lift is the second slowest in our school.
The slowest is in the MAcintosh building which the lift is famous for being the slowest.
And everyone knows that it will be faster to go up the stairs than take the lift.
Anyway...

yah...I reach second floor...suspect that he will be at the door waiting for me...
But NO.
Walk out...turn left...
No sight of him...look back...saw the door open...

It is Olive boy.
Ah... olive boy..I almost forgot he exist...
He was carrying something with both hands...

"I din noe you got so much hair..." olive boy said.

Yah..I plaited my hair today...and it stretches to reach my knees...

"Not much...just very long..." I replied.

If I am still infatuated with him like a month ago...
I probably won't give such a reply...or..I probably will be too tongue-tied to speak.

Anyway...we walk towards the EMA together...

Reach the door...

ANd silly me....I forget he cannot open the door...
with both hands fulls...

"Can you open the door for me...?"

Of cos...I am just retarded....
I seem to be thinking of something or trying to rememeber...
yah...I seem to have forgotten something.

But I quickly responded upon request...and open the door...
and let Olive boy to enter the EMA...

"Chyi Yun!"

Someone called my chinese name when the door opened.
But..the first person to hear this was not me...
Caught Olive boy by surprise.
And me...I was standing behind Olive boy...peeping in.....

Ah..I remember.
I was looking for him before I meet olive boy outside the lift.
And he was in the EMA ambushing to "surprise" me.
But..unfortunately...he surprise the wrong person instead.


Anyway...saw a puzzled look in olive boy face...
And him with the "opps"-got-the-wrong-person look without tongue sticking out.
And me...giggling.

Although he wins the challenge we had set earlier on.
But I am the one who had the last laugh.

Silly...

Yet very sweet.

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Some days.

Some days...I feel normal.
When I think I am not obsessed with him anymore.
Some days...I dun.
He becomes special.
Some days...I think about him..
Miss him even when he sits just 1.5 metres away from me.
Some days...I feel nothing.
Not even when he is just standing beside me.
Some days...I couldn't be bothered.
Whatever he does is none of my business.
Some days..I am too bothered.
Even if he did nothing I just want to know.
Some days...I dun like him.
For so many reasons.
Some days...I like him.
For no reason at all.

(A poem written when he is not around)

4.53pm.
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By the way...

12 more days...

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HACKERS in THE WORLD...

United we stand!
Together we hack!

By saying this.
I am assuming I am a hacker.
Which I am not.
But love to be.
If I am intelligent enough to grasp the whole technological concept.
Unfortunately.
I am dumb.

However, hackers are my saviour.
I love them.
They help me save money.

I wonder if this is even safe for me to say this online but yah...not to disclose too much...
Just want to thank all the hackers for making my life easier and infact so much better.

To all hackers..
Just want to say...THANK YOU.

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PLEASE CONFIRM THAT YOU ARE A HUMAN BELOW.

WTF?!!..(sorry I have been vulgar lately becos of the increasing stress *excuse*)

PLEASE CONFIRM THAT YOU ARE A HUMAN BELOW.

I see this line on the page where I try to post a comment on LW's blog.
did something stupid and try to post a comment unsucessfully.Then this error message appear...
with an image below wanting me to CONFIRM that I am a human by identifying the distorted image of a letters and numbers.

Ok ok...i know this is the security system preventing sabotager...but but..
It feels really weird to see such a statement.
Which means...by their definition...
WE CONFIRM OUR HUMAN STATUS BY BEING ABLE TO IDENTIFY THE DISTORTED IMAGE???....


Not becos we suck air?
Not becos we eat food?
Not becos we sleep and dream?
Not becos we cry and die?
Not becos we think and ponder?
Not becos we love and hate?

Of so many possibility...

Can they choose a better statement?

Like...

Please prove that you are not a computer generated sabotager.
Please show that you are not a computer.
Please assure us that you are sincere to post a comment.
Please identify the below code to assure us that you are not anything but human???(this is funny but sound kinda weird...bad example...ignore this.)
Please just identify the code for god sake.
Please try again later.


Watever...

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Recent Playlist...

Recent TOP-10 Palylist on my window media player.

In random order.

* Fly away by FIR
* As Time Goes By (Casablanca soundtrack version)
* Dancing in the Moonlight by Toploader
* Ni de wei xiao by FIR
* California Dreaming By mamas and papas
* Beautiful world by Cold play
* Can't get you off my head by Kylie Minogue
* Let's stay together by Al Green
* Don't you see by ZARD
* Lonely by Akon

Ah...just realise that when the titles of the songs are all put together...
It makes some sense in a way...to how I feel lately...
And the music...some of them...
HEAVY, LOUD, some metalic...

as I drown myself with music...to create a total internal space to concentrate.

The louder my music...
The better I concentrate.

Yah..that's all so far.

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Tentatively...

I have decided to name my installation... NOT AT HOME.

Which I dun see the need to explain why if you have been reading..or even..just seen this blog for the first time.

I am not at home.

ANd all this happen when I am not at home...

And yah...

MAybe a little detail to be added...


NOT AT HOME
Since 18th September 2003.


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