Shit mood...

yah...very restless today.

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Friday...

This has been my greatest guilt for only attend ONE friday event out of my one and a half year of study in Glasgow....I NEVER manage to wake up...and the one and only time i went...was becos i had a tutorial before that in the morning at 10am...hence after the thing i just went...which i was late...and falls asleep halfway...I believe in fate...and i think this is fate. Today is Friday....despite the fate that i set my alarm to 10am...i went back to sleep.

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Fate...

Fate brought me to this very beautiful music....which I downloaded from a blog...which i chanced upon while reading a comment made by this blogger on another blogsite...and so...it was fate.

Or else this melody will never be in my mind right now....

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Time flys...

Yah...I am in the EMA for around 2 hours and time flys...and every shop will be closed by 5pm...and school will be closed...EMA people will chase me away like the library janitor...and i had to go home...and be alone again...though I am alone here as well...i now someone is online somewhere...at home...i talk to only my self...i amuse only myself...and here...i can talk to the "world" even if no one is listening....ohh...how ironic...maybe i should just talk and amuse myself...in which the rate is 100% audience and respond.....

by the way...I hate school at the moment...hate hate hate.


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Just not confident enuough to do it....

So many things i wanted to do but dun noe how...very tired in fact....for pursuing...and most of the things...I just dun have the confident to do it...and I dun want to in the end....


This is again...fate.

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