A response to a response....

The following is an abstract from JM's blog about me......and oh...yes...I am QY.

"Came back from a trip to Scotland not too long ago. Met up with my dear friend QY, and stayed with her for 2 horrific nights (sorry QY, it wasn't really that pleasant) Not because she was a bad host, in fact I managed to persuade her to turn off the TV and music so that we can have some moments to catch up. The thing with her is, she is an extremely untidy person. I still remember the time when we were in Sec 1D, when I was the untidy one occupying 2 tables and yet my books are just piled everywhere. Whereas she, on the other hand, has her stuff neatly put away, never leaving too much stuff in school, her hair neatly constrained in the hair net that she wears everyday. Did I mention that she has go a really neat hand writing? Well, how we've changed!"

I almost suffer from serious internal injuries after reading his blog....not becos I beg to differ or disagree with him strongly....not angry in anyway and not feeling offended definitely....the reasons why i felt so painful was really becos...I wanted to burst into laughter but cannot...becos I am in the library...and becos of this so strong urge to want to laugh but cannot....I am in pain.

I felt so wicked.....that he din realise...I was already an untidy girl 10 years ago since he knew me... he din realise AT ALL....allow me to illustrate...and shed some lights...


"stayed with her for 2 horrific nights (sorry QY, it wasn't really that pleasant) "

Opps.....too bad....I told you...haha...I am so wicked...


" to persuade her to turn off the TV and music"

This might be the part that JM had enjoyed the most throughout his whole stay...but for me....It was my greatest nightmare.....I did it...becos I rather listen to the silence than to hear him nag...(sorry JM...I am being frank)


"so that we can have some moments to catch up. "

yeah..right....some moments....he falls asleep when i start talking....how nice.



"The thing with her is, she is an extremely untidy person. "

*NOD NOD NOD NOD*.....AGREE!!!!!...I NEVER SAY I AM.


"when I was the untidy one occupying 2 tables and yet my books are just piled everywhere. Whereas she, on the other hand, has her stuff neatly put away...never leaving too much stuff in the school"

.....see that part where he mention about his own condition....he occupied 2 tables and has his things piled up....indeed...many always complained how untidy he is....me....my table is empty...that is becos I got too many things and i knew my one pathetic table is not enuff...... hence i bring home everything!!!.....i dun like the idea that half of my mess is here and the other half there.....the table in my studio is very neat and tidy as well....but look at my room.....I dun leave my mess outside...I keep it at home...becos I really do prefer ONE BIG MESS...than 2 small messes......if you know what i mean...not sure about the "neatly put away" part....maybe he imagines too much....whahaha....they looks neat...but were in fact all jumble up in the file!!!!


"her hair neatly constrained in the hair net that she wears everyday. "

....noticed the word "constrained" he uses....indeed...CONSTRAINed...is the actual real word...my hair...they are naturally curly...but they are not "normal"...becos most chinese had straight hair....and also becos of the strict and constrained environment I was born in....I had to put a hair net to keep my hair from bursting and fluffy....and appear to be neat and tidy...to blend well in the environment or watever you can imagine...and....the truth is....my hair is like me...BORN TO BE WILD!!!!...and if JM choose to use constrained....to describe my attempt to keep my hair neat...he should have realise...I am actually not a very neat and tidy person...but he din.




"Did I mention that she has go a really neat hand writing?"

This line.....I FULLY AGREES....until now.....but..really depends on my mood...



" Well, how we've changed!"

This is the only line throughout that I have to disagree....becos first of all...I am actually the same....according to his description ....as for him ....from 10 years.....I am sure LW will agree with me....he IS THE SAME in many aspect! Dun noe if that is a good or bad thing.

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The Law of Evolution...

My fren, Yahui, always say that I am a "shallow" person becos I am always after the look of a person more than a person's character....and I admit to the first half of her assumption. but not the second half...in fact...I am equally concern about a person's character. But first of all...let me explain why....I am "shallow"...in the first place. As I was watching a TV program yesterday about Human evolution ....I realise I am in fact INNOCENT!....it is not my fault...I can't help it!!!...just as I need to eat, shit and sleep....looking out for good looking faces...is in my genes..and hormones...NOT ME NOT ME!!!!....which is a fundamental law of evolution..."fittest survive!!!"....while you will ask me what has pretty faces got to do with survival...well...I am sure I dun have to go into details...but we do noe that "attractive" people get their way rounds better....and of cos...attracts opposite sex easier...and hence has higher chances to reproduce offspring....and blah blah...and hence....becos of this advantage....my genes and hormone instigate me to look for a good looking guy...so that I produce better looking offspring...so that...HUMAN KIND WILL FLOURISH!....ah...how noble...this is for the future of mankind...and of cos...if i cannot find a good looking one...the rich one will do as well...rich enough...as we can understand...can afford to raise more kids...logically....ah....but that is on the assumption that I do find someone and produce an offspring....but what happens when I cannot find a suitable good looking guy or rich man?....yes...I would rather die than to anyhow settle with any other guy for the seek of reproducing if i cannot find the best...becos according to law of evolution....those who cannot survive well...or not good enuff....shall face extinction....and die out...hence...yes...i should logically die quietly if i cannot "improve the quality of the next generation"...and to do good for the evolution of mankind...I shall sacrifice.....sooo...WhO?wHo?who?...who says I am shallow....I am just a helpless genes carrier... a simple human being.


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Happy..boring....depressed...art making...happy...

I will eventually become boring when I am too happy...becos a happy person is a person who has nothing more to say and do but to enjoy and enjoy...until she gets bored...hence being happy will make me a very boring person soon....and i suspect my blog is getting boring lately becos I am too happy to grumble, fantasize, and observe things...too happy...and then i will eventually becomes bored with being happy...when i become too bored....so bored...and becomes sick...I will become depressed...and goes into deep depression... so depressed...and start to make art again...and this is my legendary art making cycle...whereby it keeps moving in a cycle round and round with my emotions of being happy, bored, depressed, make art, and happy again, bored again, depressed again, make more art, and feels happy again..and again...and again...the only difference only varies among the intensity of how happy I am becos of my art making...or how bored i can get when i am too happy for too long...or how depressed I get when i am too bored...how good my art is when i get too depressed....and so...the cycle goes go...and live on...meanwhile...I am at the stage of.....making art work...and feeling happy......and i dun noe how long ikt will last this time.


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