Old friend...

There is this guy which I like 10 years ago...
And I get to meet him today.
And he will always call out my name from far when he sees me.

Everytime he calls out my name like that...
I will be reminded that I used to quite like him in the past...
Now that I see him again..
I am still happy.

He is getting married next year..
And I feel happy for him.
Really really...
Wish him happy.

:)

By the way...this is a secret...dun tell anybody ok...

Review of 2008 resolution( (status check in bracket!)

2008 Resolution...

1. Publish books. (Still PLANNING)
2. Start a website.(still PLANNING)
3. Do some good shows(DONE 2 groups..YEAH!)
(solo or group-impt thing is so something I am proud of showing).
4. Apply for my scholarship and if I dun get it..
leave singapore and go working holiday.(JCCI did not open their application in the end for people to apply...and i waited for 3 years...DAMN!give me back my 3 years!)
5.If I get the scholarship, prepare myself to study in japan in 2009.(See point 5)
6.If I dun, go work holiday for a year...and study in europe for my MFA.(Trying to apply now,perhaps backpack europe next year...)
7.CUT MY HAIR. (DONE Just in time last week!)

Things I want to buy...always...

1.A good new laptop with all the functions I need.(MY LOVELY MAC BOOK PRO!)
2.A good camera.(My G9!)
3.A good sewing machine.(Not Yet...)

Personal improvements...

1. Healthy weight loss of around 5 to 10 kg.(Never seem to be able to lose any..)
2. Learn Yoga.(stretching count or not?)
3. Read read read...more books.(Plenty...I read a lot lately..)
4. Watch some good shows.(Not yet...Haven't watch cape town 7 becos kanna fy airplane by 3 friends already...)
5.Cultivate good sleeping and eating habits.(Gets worse! practicularly cannot sleep properly...stomach always feels bloaty...)
6. Stop wasting time.(constantly trying to....)

Mental improvements...

1. I hope I am able to throw away some things which I couldn't bear to throw away.(slowly...but yes...little bit)
Some junks around me for years...which I should let go off...and make myself more mobile.
2. As usual, I believe I should talked less over the years. Talk less...but express more in other forms. Talk less...and do more maybe. (talk less as sound...but flood my facebook and blogs with text...and bombard people with msn chats...sorry folks!..please bear with me)

That's all I think...
I believe I have accomplished at least 70% of my resolution before the year ends...
The incomplete ones are due to unforseen circumstances like...cancellation of scholarship sponsorship...which cannot be control by me...

Things needed to be work on are...

My health,my weight and my sleeping habits...

Things that I really hope to do but did not complete are...
My book and my website...

过了这个村。。。

上一篇说到买东西，就让琦芸想起一年前在清迈和父亲逛夜

市的一个小插曲。。。

就在一开始逛夜市的街口，
一个摆着地摊的小姐，手中还织着毛线。。。
地摊上零零碎碎的摆了几个手工娃娃。。。
每一个手工娃娃都只有一只。。。
琦芸一眼就看到了一只手工编织的兔娃娃，很可爱。。。
兔娃娃拎着小红包包还穿着一条小裙子。。。
才刚开始逛不到五分钟。。。
就看到自己很想买的东西。。。
心中有些不知所措。。。
因为前面还有四公里长的夜市还没开始逛，
就冲动地想要买东西不是琦芸的一贯作风。。。

老爸看出了女儿的顾虑。。。


老爸：“喜欢就买，过了这个村。。。”

琦芸：“我知道。。。可是别的村有别的店。。。”


老爸点了点头。。。父女俩继续逛夜市。


走了很久，看来看去。。
就是没有再看到什么想买的东西。。。
心里一直想着那只兔娃娃。。。


最后，
走到街尾，
又一口气走回街口。。。
远处看到那个卖兔娃娃的小姐。。。
依然默默的织着毛线。。。
心中庆幸。。。

走呀走，终于走到摊子前面一看。。。

兔娃娃。。。

被别人买走了。


琦芸有点失望。。。


琦芸：“算了，也许是有缘无份。。。”（自我安慰）

老爸：“不是有缘无份，是你自己选择错过的。。。
下一次看到真的喜欢的就不要犹豫。。喜欢就买。”

琦芸只能点点头认了。
下一次。。。
下一次会看到那么喜欢的。。。
不知道会是什么时候。。。

喜欢与适合。

工作刚好来到花圃。
本来也没有打算在那里买什么。。。
却意外的看到了一盆植物。。。
浅浅粉红色的叶子种在铜色的瓷盆里。。。
很掏人喜欢。。。
就决定买一盆植物送给刚搬新家的朋友。。。
在花圃走来走去。。。
选了一些。。。
也包括那盆本来第一眼就喜欢的。。。
可是到了最后。。。
买的却是种在灰色瓷盆的绿叶植物。。。
一盆自己从来都没有想过会买的。。。

还了钱。。。
捧着植物。。。
觉得有趣。。。
明明开始就很喜欢另一盆。。。
可是却因为某些原因不适合
最后买的却是它。。。


买回家后还越看越喜欢。。。


人生好象也是这样。。。
有的时候喜欢不一定适合。。。
适合却不一定喜欢。。。
不适合的就千万不要选。。。不管有多喜欢。。。
不喜欢的如果适合。。。不妨考虑看看。。。
也许会因为适合而慢慢喜欢。。。

琦芸是这么觉得。

琦芸昨晚应该做多过一个梦。。。

琦芸昨晚不出所料，又做梦了，而且不只一个。。。
但记得的。。。
暂时只有一个。。。


琦芸和好友，韵，去Macdonald喝东西。。。
是五月天的阿信和石头为韵冲的咖啡。。。
还把咖啡倒进一个石头杯里。。
说这样才好喝。。。
琦芸只是坐在旁边看，
因为不喝咖啡。。。

另一个梦。。。
想不起来了。。。
不过确定还有多一个梦。。。