Am I happy?

To tell the truth, I am not unhappy.
But that doesn't mean I am happy.

Scottish TV

Browsing thru the TV schedule for today is an absolute disappointment...
I remember a friend told me before...nobody stays at home to watch TV on friday...i think...there are reasons for this...anyway...if that is the case...i better find something to do tonight.

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Inspiring....

The lectures that i am having for this 2 days is bloody inspiring i would say...too inspiring that i am changing plans about my future again....of cos as usual...i always change my mind....or to be exact...i never make up my mind in the first place....

Whichever....i am happy.

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Stiff neck

i have this weird stiff neck for the whole day....since this morning...i guess is the pillow....or the posistion i sleep in....irritating....felt like having some good massage....ahhh....but in this case...i can only afford to have a few medicated plaster (yahui send me) plastered on my shoulders and neck.....good enuff.

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Weather reports two day after the storm....

Clear beautiful sky with the most graceful moon...sharp, curve and fine.
Totally mersmerising....
But...absolutely freezing.

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Weather reports...

Horrible strong winds...at the speed of 124mph swept across scotland just 2 days ago....
which i had to cling onto road railings to prevent myself from being blown away....
trash flying about at great speed..get hit a million times by tiny cubes of frozen raindrops....blown on my face..as i brave through the stormy weather to walk home...hands numb....and face numb after the million hits...
all this just becos i want to save 85 pence not to take a bus.
Of cos...if i know this is going to be so bad...i would have take a bus...

i wonder what is next at this rate...i was told, this is not the worst of the winter yet...

what can be worst...i dun want to imagine.

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