About my scholarship...

This scholarship that I got...came as a weird surprise and accident.
I was told that I will know the results in July. And so...since I never hear from the school I already forget about it long ago...then...one day, I receive a letter telling me..."Thank you for applying....blah blah blah....sorry to inform you that your application is UNSUCCESSFUL..."...but 2 days later i receive another letter to say that the previous is an ERROR...and congrats me for getting the scholarship....

Back 2 mth ago when i hand in my application, I was told i can send in application for 2 scheme....one of the scheme i choose was actually outdated...it was on last year but this year that one is no longer offering a scholarship...so the welfare guy help me browse thru the info and search for another scholarship which is eligle for oversea student....and we just tigum and choose another one...

And so...the scholarship I got in the end...is that one he tigum...and we choose last minute....

So...I concluded...I have to thank him!

I have been thinking....

Maybe i think too much. But I can't help thinking.

Drama addict

Recently, I have a strange habit to go home and watch 2 episode of korean drama on my laptops before i go to sleep...it's like my life is not drama enuff and I had to live in other dramas to make my life more dramatic.....well...maybe I am just bored.....something should happen...i tell myself...like some kind of romance or drama.....or else i will have to live in someone elses romance and drama......on my laptop....this is so unhealthy!!!

Lastest update!

I was laughing on my way to work yesterday becos i receive a letter from my school to inform me of a scholarship I got!..YES! I got a scholarship AGAIN!...I always do....whahahahaha...I know i sound proud because I AM...maybe my results are not somethings to be proud of at the moment....but my will to continue this bizzare DREAM is going to go on....no matter how hard my life is......and finally...I am glad that the school sees an artist of me...more than a student by simply awarding me this scholarship based on my financial difficulty and not results......
And so...my struggle stops the moment i open the letter yesterday morning....however another struggle is about to come because i am suppose to hand in my essays next week...which i dun noe how i can do it because I am holding 3 jobs now...which i have promise to work last week without knowing i am going to be rich this week!

About the weather report....

Yahui says that rain, rain and rain....sounds so sad....indeed....however to me rain is more romantic than sad...or maybe the idea of being a litlle sad is quite romantic....ah watever...too confusing.....bottom line is....Glagsow is raining. That's a fact.
Perhaps a little sad...but so romantic.

Weather report...

Rain and rain and rain and rain.....

Mental Block

I have been having mental blocks for the past few days...trying to blog...not becos I have nothing to write but is having difficulties to express...it is either that my english has become worse or my thought has become too complex for my limited vocab and grammer to express...
I dun like this kind of feeling.

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Dream a little dream...

I dream that my relative send me an air ticket to go home...on the 17th August....I wonder if this dream got any special meaning.....

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Lady's fingers....

Yesterday...I was sooo lazy to get up of my bed that...I actually start to chew my fingers becos I am hungry...

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My food supply cabinet... 

Ohh...baby hotdogs....yummy! 

OOOuchh..!

I am suffering from serious muscle ache from my bums right down to toes...so serious I walk like some old lady with rheumatism....simply becos I played badminton yesterday...
It only shows that I have not been excercising....since..I dun noe when.....I guess I really need more exercise...and..I really crave for a swim by the way..... as for the muscle ache...according to past experience, I suspect I just have to suffer a few more days....

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ToP TeN WiSh LiSt...

ToP TeN WiSh LiSt...

Apart from the fact that a handsome rich boyfriend is always the number one choice in my wish list with a 10-star rating...there are actually a lot other things that my life is inadequate of at this moment...

* ---------------- Can survive without it..
** -------------- Think I Can survive without it...but not nice lor...
*** ----------- Better do something about it...
**** ---------Dun noe can tahan until when...
***** ------ Kill me please!

Black shoes...I have one which I bought 8 month ago...was so torn and tattered that my supervisor always take more than 2 glances at it...and the worse thing is...water gets into my left foot when it rains ...the right one is actually ok...
Rating : **

Waterproof windbreaker.....my orange windbreaker which is suppose to be waterproof ...prove me wrong by making me soak with rain one day when I wore it...I guess it is time this windbreaker retire and rest in peace....however no potential new jacket can replace it...
Rating : **½

Detergent...running out in 2 days time which I already have been imposing strict ration of using it in the most diluted version I can make it....have been living with oily cutleries, pots and glasses.....
Rating : **½

Shampoo...using up in one week time....this is really already a miracle...considering the length of my hair if you know me in person...however that big bottle of shampoo I brought with me from Singapore manage to last me until now...what can I say...
Rating : ***

Sugar...this might seem very unimportant...but it is running out in one week time...I actually need sugar in almost everything I eat....not those VERY SWEET type of sweetness...but that kind of vaguely sweet feeling in the food that keeps me going and feel happy...so yah...sugar please...
Rating : ***

Milk.....no amount of other things can replace the importance of drinking milk everyday...however...I have not been drinking milk since I quit my last job 3 weeks ago..that job allows me to drink milk for free...(not as a milkmaid in case you wonder....just a waitress)
Rating : ***½

Fruits...this is vital...becos I can feel my vitamin C draining off every second...and is tempted to chew on my Vitamin C pills to keep myself healthy since I cannot afford fruits in my shopping list....however...I shouldn’t becos those pills are really for my rainy days in case I fall sick...and ohh...those strawberry and apples in TESCO and Sainsbury....I really CRAVE for them...
Rating : ***½

One full time and one part time job...this one is just becos I need to pay rent and school fees...nothing interesting..I have already got a part time but it din manage to feed me becos it is low season and not job assignments to feed me...however my only dilemma is I am not available to work until August...although the fact that I am going to be broke in 2 weeks time makes this wish very important...however I am confident to find a job anytime....so that’s about it...
Rating : ****

Broadband Internet connection....One year ago I would laugh at this point because I dun used to think internet is essential...or maybe it is still not...but I simply need it because of the subject I am researching on for my essay as well as my project for my studio practice...Internet connectivity has somehow become a NEED!
Rating : ****½

TV....I still cannot get over the fact that my bed-sit doesn’t have a TV.....I really dun noe how I can survive until now though I manage to...Can you imagine I can watch TV 12 hours a day in Singapore...and now have to live with no TV in my room....KILL ME PLEASE!
Rating : *****

Nowadays, I dun believe in Fairy-God Mother (especially after watching Shrek2)...and this is not a posting for people to send me things please... ...I dun accept donations or sorts unless of course you are rich and handsome and want to offer yourself to me ....
I just want to share my sweet sour, bitter and spicy here.....other than that...I am just showing off that I am surviving!

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