Thursday, July 26, 2007

Strange cloud

In the beginning...

Simple and happy

Light and fluffy...

Slowly...

Acumulating existency...

Drifted and pushed helplessly...

Gaining weight and physicality...

Saturate at peak density...

Burst and let go unwillingly...

Bit by bit...

Losing...

Reducing...

Parting...

Slowly...

Light and fluffy...again...

Strangely....

Simple and happy...

Like how it was in the beginning.

Michael Landy...

His Break down...is a major art project that inspire me a lot...

It could be the next big thing I wanna do for my art...

After a proper documentation, I want to throw, recycle or give as many things as I could... away.

I want to let go.

I want to feel light.

It is time to let go...

Even my hair...

There will be a time...before I leave this place.

940 days ...

Suddenly, I was curious...

How many days am I away from the big day...

I did a rough calculation on my calculator...

940.

To what?..YOu may ask.

I am 940 days from being 30 years old.

I am not young anymore..

But NEVER TOO OLD TO DO THE THINGS I LOVE.

It just makes it more urgent to want to do certain things in life...

So much more urgent...

Feeling blue...

I was feeling rather blue these few days...

Blue as in...moody.

But...somehow...it was not a bad thing...

Blue...but I am enjoying it.

Because it makes me think.

It stir up words and emotions...

Colours and imageries...

I kind of like this feeling...

Sad but I enjoy it.