Peace and joy

Peace and joy.

This is my mood for this christmas.

Peace and joy is not easy.

Not last year at least.

This year, I found my theme song for this christmas...
my all time favourite christmas song in fact...

"Last christmas, I gave you my heart, the very next day yo gave it away..."

This year, my heart is calm......haven't met anyone special ...

And so, my christmas day was sort of spent alone, not lonely though.
I was enjoying my rare peaceful and quiet.
That was my kind of joy.
Solitude and calm.

I was recalling my christmas in glasgow....I have been working...
At least here, I can rest.

Last year...I was at wendy's place for a tiny party, but this year, she went travelling with her mates to korean...the land full of handsome korean actors...

Yahui, another of my best friend needs to spend her lovely christmas with God and her newly wed husband....

And so...this christmas is ending soon in half an hour's time.

Peaceful and quiet for me.

My boss...

As usual, if you sent one letter to her...
She will sent you 3 or more...
She likes to flood people with words...

This time, I was in the wrong.
I have nothing to say...and so, whatever she says...
I just have to swallow...even if she digs out all the old scores...
This time...she wins.

My fate.

Letter of apology

After learning how to write a proper resignation letter just a few weeks ago...

I had to write letter of apology this time to apologise for that day being super late.

It was my fault and so I have nothing to say except for being sorry.

And so, the case is closed.

Life goes on...

What the !??!?

15th December 2006.

I woke up.
Look at the clock on my mobile phone...

9.05am

Hmm....

Am I dreaming...I ask myself...

9.05am...

9.05am...

WHAT!...

9.05am!!!!

I have class at 9.oo am !!!!!

And I am still in bed at 9.05am

SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!!!

I am LATE!...VERY VERY LATE!

5 students and their parents waiting for me....in the tution centre at Tiong Bahru and I live in Sembawang....

I shut my eyes for 1 second and hope that when i open my eyes again...
it was a dream...

But no.

I call my colleague immediately....call the tution centre....call my supervisor...

The biggest problem is...there will be no one in the centre to look after the kids...I have the responsible to look after them...

I will be in HUGE trouble...

Worst...I am already in SHIT terms with my boss...with this...she is going to slam me...

Rush down and try to get a cab...but the road is DEAD....no taxi...not even a vehicle...

15 minutes later...finally on a cab...beg the taxi driver to drive faster...

my supervisor is on her top...and say I should have call her earlier unless i just woke up....and i told her "I just woke up"...

she went speechless.

The taxi driver was speeding at 120km/hour and was constantly telling me to help him look out of traffice police on the road...

I was at a state of void...and I knew...I will be in big trouble.

Feeling miserable....

This is one of my worst day in 2006....

Being late, is not something new to me...
but this time...
almost stop my heartbeat.

Feeling terrible for the rest of the day....
And made my life terrible for the rest of my last working week...

Phew...

Time to write again.

It has been weeks...since I write.
I was huanted by my job over the past few weeks...
particularly...
my boss.
The job itself is pretty interesting, when it comes to interacting with children...

The last week of my job is exceptionally tormentful...and I have been counting down...day by day...
I was miserable to a point that I had nightmares and couldn't sleep well...

The first thing I do after my last assignment...was to GO STRAIGHT HOME AND SLEEP.

Ahh...peace and joy...

Life...

Sunshine after rain...