Friday, October 24, 2008

Discontentment of a contender...

I always pride myself to be an easily contended person.
But on some occassion, I am not.

And here is a recent wish list I compiled for my discontentment.

1. ADOBE CREATIVE SITE 4 MASTER COLLECTION.
2. If not above, at least FINAL CUT STUDIO 2.
3. FULL 24 hours a day internet access.
4. A fully equip house with art studio and nice working kitchen.
5. A well paid part time job that allows time flexibility..UNTIL my art can support me.

1,2 and 3 is not too big a problem...but a notable amount of money is required...
4 and 5...is an even larger figure which is a matter of decade to fulfill...

If I give up and decides not to be an artist...

1,2,3 and 5 will be solved...
Left with 4...
And with a new discontentment.
Unhappiness.

By hook or by crook.
I need to do something.

Aloe Vera...

To me, this is a super plant that everybody should have one in their garden.

It is yummy and edible ( the common species),
Easy to Grow ( Dun require too much watering like the cactus),
Antiseptic ( which can apply to minor open wounds)
Soothing( if you have sunburns)
Beautifying ( Apply to your face like a mask, helps tighten pores and kills acne)

Ahh...and I had one now.

Happy.

Bakwa is the culprit.

The GIANT ACNE on my face is not only painful...
but also strategically poise in the middle of my cheek...
So much so that it is almost impossible not to notice.

And THAT IS NOT ALL...
I have like 4 or 5 acnes..
annoyingly gathering around my forehead as well.
And Painfully.

After some serious reflection over my diet and living habits...
I have concluded that BAKWA could be the culprit.
Because the last time I had such outbreak...
I somehow also remembering eating them as well.

Of course my crazy sleeping disorder most probably could be
one of the contributor to my plight.

As for now...
I just hope...
Sunshine after rain...
Smooth face after Acne.

What to do.

Unbearable...

Unbearable...

It seems like you are being locked up and not even allow to open the windows.
It seems like you are banned from calling your friends.
It seems like you can't make calls to them.
It seems like you will not know what is happening to the world outside.
It seems like the world past you by without you participating.
It seems like you will be forgotten anytime.
It seems like you are not allow to speak, express and comment.

It is just unbearable ...
So unbearable not to have access.

The lovely internet.