By the way...

As much as I hate to do funding application.
I am proud that I completed one and learn many things during the process.

GOOD JOB GAL!

And many thanks to JM, LW and YQ for helping.

Yet another friend...attaching soon.

Found out that a friend is soon to be attached.
Feeling a bit low...
Not that I have any special feelings for him..but
Because I know...this friend will soon disappear from my life.
One by one..like all others...

I am still happy for them.
But I am just feeling sad for myself.
I can't be wishing everybody to be left on the shelf like me.
I can only wish I am not the only left.

Or best...get off the shelf myself.