No internet!!!!!!.....会死人的! 会死人的!

会死人的...没错.

Without internet....I will DIE!

I was informed by my mum that my 45 days in Chiangmai is going to be networkLESS.
No telephone. No internet access.

I start to behave like a grochy kid...and start to sulk.
I called my mum to grumble about it...and called my brother to scold him for cancelling the intent...then I called my second brother in Batam...to complain to him...called my best friend...and told her I will die.

So much for all the sulking...but I was still PISSED that I actually made plans to stay in thailand longer becos I thought i could have enjoy my holidays...hiding at home...while seeing the whole world at my finger tips...

The only survival source for me..I was told...is TV.
That should be good enough usually...but not anymore.
I tried to imagine.

It was worse than nightmare.

10 years ago...I would have laugh at my own post.
Now...I have to laugh at my own addiction.

Without internet...
It means...
I CANNOT...

watch youtube,
watch movie online,
check bank account and make transactions.
surf net,
read books,
check out resources,
catch up with friends,
read news,
submit proposal,
online shopping,
do research,
look out for inspiration,
correspond to my work,
make plans,
organise my show,
cry watching dramas on tudou...
watch documentaries for free...
search for materials for web design...
send emails..
check emails...
get to know latest discount..
update my facebook...

IN 45 days...I am trying to figure out now..
How am I going to fill up this empty slots...while not doing ALL THE ABOVE.

In fact, I do have a lot of other things to do...

Yet it scares me...to know that...
I AM UNABLE TO DO ALL THAT in the next 45 days from 13th jan onwards.

It scares me.

I only hope...
It is a blessing in disguise.
I know I am capable of surviving.
But it is going to be a torture.

I have so many other things to do...
yet...without internet...
It's like losing touch to the whole world.

How do I live without you.....

Oh...How do I...

Oh...How do I live....

SOMEBODY!...HELP ME!

CRASH!

My laptop hit blue screen again just a while ago.

I noticed the hefty pant coming from my laptop...
That kind of "work too hard for it's age" motor spinning sound.

Time is up soon...

You have to go...you have to go...

Time to back up.

This thing call friendship..once more.

So much for my emotional thoughts about friendship.
I was just being grouchy and grumpy.

Friends are still friends after all.

That is our kind of friendship.