Monday, April 25, 2005

Oh...I really feel bad about it...

Yes, I do....I do feel bad towards JM...not becos of my messy room which I have concluded that long ago...but for the fact that I din sent him off this morning...not even to the door...I just good bye to him at the my room's door...and he left...and I continued eating my breakfast....and then less than one minute after he walks out...I jump into my jeans and wanted to catch up with him...and at least walk him off...but then...I hesitated again...and finally decided to go back to sleep since I have already finish my last piece of bacon...... I totally agree with his logic that I will make him late becos I walk too slowly....he is actually just on time to the bus station if he leave immediately...and I haven even get change....so...I decided to let him do his own walk until when he left that I realise what a bad host I was...I always am....whenver my frens come to visit...and to further illustrate how bad I feel...I fell asleep after feeling too guilty...and end up having a bad dream...I dreamt of JM walking to a wrong train station and missed his train back to Manchester....ahh...that is how bad I feel...until my subconscious make a nightmare of it....and I made a big move to top-up my mobile and make a call to him in Manchester telling him how bad i felt....

And so the conclusion was.. ...though I am still not remorseful of the mess in my room....hope he did enjoy his stay in glasgow..and even if it was not as pleasant as he tot would be...but at least a very educational enriching one....which he agrees...ah..watever...glad that he is gone now...and I can watch my TV finally in peace...he knows what I mean.

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