Today is the deadline for Golden point award.
More than enough time for me to write something...
Or even compile something and submit.
I actually gave up.
Because I am not in the mood to struggle.
I feel so weak lately.
All the competitions I participated goes down to drain.
The more i want to achieve something lately...I simply fail.
So I was thinking...maybe I should just do things to please myself...
Instead of pleasing judges who are going to judge my work...
I should go ahead and do my own work...
Write my own stiff...
Do my own art...
Forget about those competitions...
Write something I love...
Compile a nice little journal...
Go make some art...
To heal myself...
Do a mini solo show..
For myself...
For myself...
A few more hours...
I got to feel guilty for another few more hours before I can tell myself it is over.
I hate the feeling I am giving up though...
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