He was finally online yesterday night..for like 5 seconds...
And I was happy enough...even though he apparently forgot my birthday...
It was not important anymore...
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I dun like this kind of dependency I have for him...
Makes me uncontrollably sad and happy....
I like my old peaceful self...not happy nor sad...
just contented and peaceful...
I want my old self back...
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But I will keep trying....
Until I am myself again...
I will keep trying...
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