Rootless cloud...

There are more than one reason why i am holding onto this fragile realtionship...
One of them is because i feel rootless.
I used to have this nightmare of myself floating away uncontrollably...and struggling to get my foot to the ground....
which is DAMN SCARY!...
And i always noe i am a floaty person...
like my chinese name....
the word "yun" means cloud...but my "yun" had a "grass" character attached to it...
signifying adding roots to clouds...so that it is more stable...i guess....
and yes...i need something to hold onto...before i get blown away and lost myself...
I need a base....
I need somewhere to go home to...
I need someone whom i can rest my heart with...
so that whenever...and wherever i go...they is a home for my heart and soul...

I like to wander around the world...but that is provided...my heart is settled...so that my body can wonder in peace..if this make sense to all of you...

it make sense to me at least...

By the way...today is Singapore's national Day...
Count on me singapore!

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