Wednesday, April 25, 2007

I was telling JM...

I was telling JM...about my frustration for not making art...
He suggested that it could be because I am not experiencing any extreme emotions now...

Indeed, such an enlightenment for me...

This one year plus to me is quite a void.
But it doesn't mean I am unhappy.

I have concluded that the reason for my unproductivity is due to the fact that I am feeling too carefree now...
Too contented...
No extreme emotions and feelings..
Which is unhealthy for an artist...

Haha...what an irony...

And so...should I continue to be feeling neutral and peaceful with life...and be UNPRODUCTIVE
OR...make myself miserable to make art...

I really don't know.

What do I really want?

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