Travel Numb

I don't like the feeling that even travelling cannot trigger my sensitivity.
I used to be so excited by everything I see.
What I eat,who I meet, where I go, How I feel.

Nowadays, I am just not surprise anymore.
Not surprise by what I eat, who I meet, where I go and how I feel.

It is a calmness within...so calm that i cannot feel excited any more.
And I miss that excitement I used to have.
Maybe it is another level of appreciation now.
It used to be a lot of documentation, recording, photography, writing.
Now, it is purely enjoying the instant quietly.

Like watching the sunrise this morning.
Everybody takes pictures vigerously...
And I just don't have the mood to take any, also becos my camera is DAMN lousy.
Then, in the end....i rather just look at the sunrise directly
...than to look at the sunrise on my LCD screen.

That should be it.