Feeling lousy....

A few years ago....I was crying alone in glasgow becos of this shitty job I did for part time...and since then....no other job is shit enough for me to ever want to quit....

Today...after so many years....
I was glad that I quit this current job that I am doing for part time...
I can't wait till my last day next monday....

This current job was actually a refered job.
This is a branch restaurant from the original restaurant I used to worked for many years...
I was being warned that the manager is eccentric....
It turned out that though the manager is eccentric is some ways...
but He is not as mean as one of my colleague...
And she is the only reason why I cannot force myself to work with in this restaurant anymore....
She do not give people basic human respect.

That is all I want to say for now.
I can't wait until monday...

Everybody....please take care...becos...
Shit happens all the time.

Love you all...

Mental Equilibrium > Spiritual High

I was chatting online with YQ a few days ago...
And he asked me why I was feeling high...

I told him....

Because my life is back to normal again...
and normal...
means a balanced, self-regulative mind and heart....

My mind and heart loses their power to maintain equilibrium since a year ago...when someone broke my heart...

Time heals....with my heart(and mind) gaining back its original state...
My world back to normal....returns to equilibrium...

Confusing as I sound...."what has balance got to do with feeling high"...

I explained to YQ...

BEing mentally balanced....means everything is well regulated emotionally...
resulting in me feeling spiritually light-weighted...
Hence feeling high....


Mental equilibrium ==>Spiritual High

Get it?

No?...Nevermind.
Yes. Good.

Thailand In state of EMERGENCY!

China News Asia Headline quote " Troops seize Thai PM's office"...
while Thai Prime Minister is in US attending UN meeting...
He declared Thailand in State of Emergency.

This is the first attempted coup in Thailand since 15 years....
and army chiefs being sacked.

General election initially scedule to be held in October was already postponed to November after the Hatyai(southern thai city) bombing a few days ago...

Really...I hope for world peace...
Everybody...please take care...

YES!!! YESSS!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!

Ladies and gentlemen....

I...AM....CONNECTED!!!!!!!
Finally!!!!!

After being stranded in a connectionless home for the past 5 month...
Finally figure out how to get connected by stealing my nanny's grandson network...after numerous trials....and trecherous configuration on my computer...it is not easy...especially for a techno-dumb like me...

Love the cyberworld....
Love being free again!!!!

I am FREE!!!!!

Yipeeee!!!!!

Kiss you all!!!
My cybermates....kiss you alll!

strangecloud

Feeling high...

Although life is still boring...
My soul is feeling high....
I can make myself happy by a mere silly thought...
And make myself laugh at my own wistful thinking...

One of my korean pop idol is going to be in town this weekend...
He is coming to singapore for a product promotion...
And...he is going to stay in Ritz-carlton...
I beg my manager to let me work this sunday...just to make sure I am walking on the same surface area on earth as my idol...or maybe...we could have breath in the same air in the lobby...
Silly me...but happy.
By the way...i work in Ritz-carlton.

I have been seriously making decisions about my near future...at least for my next 2 and a half year...before the next JCCI scholarship is due...
Should I be working hard for money...or working passionately for art..??
That is my dillema.

Meanwhile...life ...
Boring as usual...but beautiful as always...

No longer feels lonely...
Because love...is in the air...
It's nobody...
It is from within...

Feels high...

Love life.


Strange cloud...happy.