A little low...

Nowdays....life is beginning to get busy...part time jobs...interviews...plans...occssionally...while lying on the bed at night when I couldn't sleep...I will cry a little bit...just a little bit...when i am feeling low...so low...but then...these kind of days are getting lesser...

Which is a good thing...


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In the past, Greece to me is as far as the Moon...somewhere i had no idea where it is on the map...yet...nowdays... keep seeing things that remind me of it....or even him...

Browsing the library....among the table of new books display....the one and only travel guide available...says "Greek Islands"...

Met my firend, XZ, last week, went out for dinner...and I asked him if he had been any where for holidays lately....he said, he just came back from Greece...

When out to watch movie with LW one day...and had tea after that...
she ordered Camomile tea with honey...
I was quietly startled....
Camomile...is not only camomile tea to me....
The smell and taste of the camomile tea....will always...
reminds me of the person...who teach me how to drink it...
Maybe one day...I will want to drink camomile again...
When camomile is ONLY tea....a nice refreshing tea...with honey.
Not somebody...

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Sometimes...out of the blue...while walking on the street...the thought of him will flash across my mind...and take my smile away for the day...

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I just want to tell myself...

BE BRAVE!!!

Be VERY Brave....

and be happy.

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Life...seems to go back in time....I am back to my life 3 years ago...doing the same part time job...
having the same dream again...

Nothing seemed to change....yet...everything has change....

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How are you today?