Reassessment...

She was here whenever she can.
That greek girl.
And she sits in between us...physically...and mentally.
For the whole day...her presence is felt.

It started...with he and I talking...and she came in...
start speaking in greek...and he and I stop talking...I went back to my seats...
and go back to staring at my laptop...
I was lightly disappointed that our converstion had to end in such a way...
But he sent me an emoticon on my MSN...while she is talking...
We just pretend we are chatting with "someone" online...though we are just 1.5 metres apart with her sitting in between...
we had to resort to using MSN...within such a short distance to communicate.
At that moment...I worship whoever invented internet.

She left...and came back again...left and came back...for a few times...
Then...at one point...she practically just sit there...watching him...doing his stuff on his computer...
while they speak in greek.
I am like I dun exist anymore...in the space.

I turn up my volume...and blast myself with music...and do my stuff...
TRYING...very hard to IGNORE everything.
But I can't.

And so..the results of my reassessment....
Is that..
This girl..is
classified as potentially threatening
and not as simple as ABC...

But what am I suppose to do?
I am in no position to fight.
I shall keep quiet and blend myself into the wall...
If I can...I will.

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