There is these battle of emotion lately in me...
First, it was pain......to be exact...
it was a painful disappointment that he wasn't the one...
which makes me cry whenever I think of him...
He wants me to smile when I think of him....But i can't...so far...I can't...
There is always tears...
And i become so sad...
I just dun want to think of him any more....
Then It was Grief...
A very quiet one...
That stir a barely visible ripple in my heart...
Someone passed away...
Then, the Fright...
which scare the hell out of me....
that I naively think by SCREAMING....
the mouse in my room will go away....
All these....came together last night...
in a total shock....
I lost my ability to feel...
For a while...the next morning...
everything is in a daze...
disappointment, grief, and fright....
Life is strange...
16/11/05
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crap comments!!!
anyway, will you leave glasgow?
Jia...heard e news frm my mum few days back...sorry to hear tt...ya true..he has always been there quietly since we were both so young...so close yet so far...
miss u jia...come back soon k? popo misses u too...
love u lots!
liqi
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