Crap school..

It is perhaps a bit too late to regret studying in this school afterall i am going to graduate soon...but i would like to warn whoever is planning to study in UK....DON'T ever believe their promise for good facilities.....I have suffer a lot becos of the bad facilities,,,plus...i have to pay 4 times as much school fees as i am an oversea student...just NOT worth it.....or maybe i am just too demanding....but i thought i have the right to be....becos i worked very hard to pay all the fees and all i get is this.....ahh watever....

100 DAYS TO DEGREE SHOW!!!!!!!!

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I wish i wish....

1. I wish I struck the first prize in lottery.
2. I wish the sale of my house is done with a good prize.
3. I wish I can graduate with at least a 2-1 degree.

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Fallen angel...

I fell from the sky 1 minute ago....when i was told that the good news is a false hope at the moment...and just have to keep waiting....until heaven opens the door again for me...

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A piece of heaven...

I received a piece of good news yesterday that is comparable to heaven...which makes me sleep very well and smiled all day for no apparent reason...oh...er...for this reason...and this makes me feel stronger and healthier...with better appetite....ahh....everything is just like the weather.....the long awaited SPRING....nice warm and sunny...with a little bit of drizzle...

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PISSED OFF!!!

Cannot find a better word to describe the feeling when i saw my two rolls of slides turning into blank rolls....when i collected then last friday. Issit my camera, or my fault...I am not interested at all actually....becos i am simply pissed off for spending £20 plus in all to produce nothing.... I know nobody believe this...but £20 is alot of money to me...i sacrifice my 3 months of daily spendings for art...and i get nothing.


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The mystery of the dimishing dimples...

The one thing that i am proud of about my face is my dimple...any other features on my face can be ignore actually...but recently i have gain weight...and my dimples are disappearing...TO MY HORROR!...my conclusion is...I have grown fat ...and the fats around my face muscle has cause the strain causing difficult to my face muscle to push further to create the usual dent....bottom line is...I need a diet.

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Things I hate about my flatmate..blah blah...

I have been following this blog of late...
www.ihatemyflatmate.blogspot.com
funny and ironic...keeps me entertained.

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The weather report...

"The weather is beginning to look a bit more like spring finally..." said the weatherman from BBC news yesterday...indeed...it is suppose to be spring now...and yes...finally it is behaving properly...flowers are growing happily...and leaves are sprouting...but we never know...when it will go haywire again....just have to be glad that the sun shines today.

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In bad shape.

I am convinced that i have become very unhealthy lately.
I knew this when my lecturer and me walk out the the school building together and ended up 50 metres behind her after walking up some steps and up the slope towards the library....the worse part was...despite the fact that I was already walking too slowly....i was panting...like I have done a 2.4KM run....something is not right...I need to do something.

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Shit mood...

yah...very restless today.

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Friday...

This has been my greatest guilt for only attend ONE friday event out of my one and a half year of study in Glasgow....I NEVER manage to wake up...and the one and only time i went...was becos i had a tutorial before that in the morning at 10am...hence after the thing i just went...which i was late...and falls asleep halfway...I believe in fate...and i think this is fate. Today is Friday....despite the fate that i set my alarm to 10am...i went back to sleep.

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Fate...

Fate brought me to this very beautiful music....which I downloaded from a blog...which i chanced upon while reading a comment made by this blogger on another blogsite...and so...it was fate.

Or else this melody will never be in my mind right now....

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Time flys...

Yah...I am in the EMA for around 2 hours and time flys...and every shop will be closed by 5pm...and school will be closed...EMA people will chase me away like the library janitor...and i had to go home...and be alone again...though I am alone here as well...i now someone is online somewhere...at home...i talk to only my self...i amuse only myself...and here...i can talk to the "world" even if no one is listening....ohh...how ironic...maybe i should just talk and amuse myself...in which the rate is 100% audience and respond.....

by the way...I hate school at the moment...hate hate hate.


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Just not confident enuough to do it....

So many things i wanted to do but dun noe how...very tired in fact....for pursuing...and most of the things...I just dun have the confident to do it...and I dun want to in the end....


This is again...fate.

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The poor flowers on the street...

There are sprouting....finally ....in the middle of the bushes...little purple and yellow flowers.....which means...spring is on the way...but alas...they must be really confused now by the fact the indecisive winter cannot make up it's mind to go away or to give a last few blast...really...I am confuse too...when i thought spring is coming....i heard the weatherman on TV said that "winter has not been more prominent than now..."...so what now?...I can't believe it is still bloody winter now..!!!!

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Out-dated old woman...

25 years and few days old....I feel even older and out-dated when i was browsing through the blogs...past by this even though not very visually stunning blog...but is amazed by the music background..and moving "texted" cursor...with today's date swirling around whenever i move my cursor...I noe it is nothing new...and probably something you can download for free online....but ..something that I am really not very familiar with...and on top of that...it was a 12 year old's blog...12 year old...younger than my age divided by 2....so...is it too late I am doing things like this now...should i be born later than I should....?...although I dun regret...being born as I was...as if i have a choice...

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Ahhh...chooo!

Yah...I just sneezed...someone just misses me.


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Happy?...or pissed off...?

I am late today for the website making workshop...and guess wat...I am the first to arrive...and also the last. I happen to be the only one who is present for the workshop...and the workshop is cancelled....I am a bit happy by the fact that I suddenly has two hours of free time...but pissed off because...despite my attendance which i suspect I have been the only one who has the full attendance....the workshop did not go on....I wonder how will I ever learn this....I hate this...


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