Wednesday, March 26, 2008

My new job...

Hmm...

I like my new job so far.
Really like it.

Of course the pay plays an important role...
But the most satisfying part is my client.

The children.
They can be devils and angel at the same time.

Drawings are wonderful.

Though the commuting to work part is never attractive in any kind of job...
But...I think I have improve tremendously in my punctuality and enjoy the journey.

Because I look forward to see the kids.

I notice I have loosen up quite a bit too...
Bought a new bag for work..
And a new blouse...just to look decent like a proper educator.

Feels good too...to be packed with work..and art.

Yah...that's all for now.

I have a dream...

A few days ago...
I dreamt that I drop 3 of right my molar teeth...
It was not painful...of course..because it is a dream.
But...it is kind of...sad.
Because a part of me...fell off and left me.

Oh..did I mention.
I have a wisdom tooth on lower left side of my mouth.
Half hidden under the gum.
No pain experience yet.
But my dentist said, judging from how the food accumulates
whenever i eat something ...
it will start to rot sooner or later.
Hence, in order to keep my wisdom tooth wise and healthy...
I consciously brush dilligently especially carefully on half of my
prevailing wisdom tooth to delay the process of decay.

I think I have done a good job so far.
I hope this can last me until my next visit to my Thai dentist in Chiangmai NEXT YEAR!

Wish me pain free!

Wish you happy too!

CHEER!

Saturday, March 22, 2008

New Look!

Yeah!
I have decided to give my blog a new look!

And so...instead of the dark face blog...
I give it a fresh white.

Surprise?

Like the new look?

Tell me about it!
(If anyone is reading, of course.)

Weeee.....!

The Challange...

Suddenly, I am packing my schedule like mad.
I am sensing the challenge i put myself in after my Guanyin temple prophecy.
I thought, if this path that I have chosen is fated to be full of hardship,
I should make the most out of it.
If I am going to be flying around like a busy bee...
I want my hive to be full of honey.

I know it is not going to be easy.
But that is the reason why I have chosen it.

The challenge of it.


Thank you Guanyin-ma.

Monday, March 17, 2008

Nothing to blog about.

Or not.

I started a new job.
The job scope itself is nothing new.
But the person paying me is different.
The curriculum is different.
And my targeted clients are different.

I teach primary school now.
Have to be super punctual.
That will be my new work stress.
So far so good.
That's all.

I have a feeling...my blog is getting boring...
My life is getting boring...
I am becoming boring.

Boring...

The Guanyin Temple at Bugis...

I am a little sadden by my own destiny.

Looks like I am destinated to live a worried art life.
As my lots says...
My art life...is like the life of a bee...
When the weather is good, there is honey.
When weather is bad...no honey.
As in...it will be uncontrollably passive to the environment.

And indeed...for years it has been like that.

If my life...is fated to love art like bee love honey.
So be it.

As long as I am happy.

But am I happy.

At the moment, I really dun know.
I am sure i am out of my depression.
But I have a feeling I am nowhere near bliss.

Do something please.
Me.
Please.

Monday, March 03, 2008

Yahui said...

Maybe you will start to do your work when you cut your hair.

Indeed.

I think so too...long ago.

I AM BACK!

First thing when I reach home,
other than taking off my shoes and dropping my bags on the floor...
I digged out my laptop and connected the cables....

Log myself on.

My long-drained cyber-energy needs charging.

I have missed nothing of course.
Just that I can never get enough of the trash available in the cyberworld.
Those endless free dramas and movies.

Those endless information.

All I can say is...I know I missed nothing yet...I miss everything about it.