Regarding whether there is God....

Two days ago...after I made my confession...
I found an extra £10 in my cash box...
This extra is from nowhere
because I have just done my accounting very recently...
and have been keeping track of my money....
which in no way a £10 can creep into my cash box...
 
And so...
I have concluded that...
 
It was from GOD for my toilet rolls....
 
Maybe, there really is GOD...
 
 
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My confession...

I have been doing something lately 
That I thought would consider rather despicable
Which I see the need to make a serious confession...
 
That is,
 
I have been taking toilet papers home from the school library...
In another words...
I have been stealing toilet papers from the school library!
er well...maybe not steal...too harsh a word to use...
after all the toilet papers in the cubicles are free..
 
Well, I must say I am guilty, I really am.
But toilet rolls here are really too expensive...
Like £1.60 for 4 rolls...which is S$4.80 for 4 rolls...
This amount can buy me 2 dozens of toilet rolls in Singapore!!!!
I simply cannot allow myself to indulge in such a luxury
especially when £1.60 can buy me a lot of other things!!!!
 
However, I try to reduce my sin by not taking all the toilet rolls away...
but only a bit more everyday so that i have enough to use at home...
I will always make sure there are some left in the toilet so that other people can use...
 
If there really is GOD...
please dun send me to hell for stealing toilet papers,
as I really have my difficulties...
Best thing is...
If there really is GOD,
Send me some toilet rolls, please!
Thank You.
 
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Opps! I cut it again...

Yesterday, I dreamt that I cut my hair AGAIN!

YES! AGAIN!
Third time.

This time, I cut my hair shorter then shoulder length...
It felt so real that I really thought I cut it  but I couldn't remember when...
I am actually quite confuse with this recurring dream ...

Is it suppose to tell me...
It is time for me to cut my hair and has been mentally preparing me
to the emotion trauma that I am about to face...  
 
OR 
 
Is it balancing a mental state that
I actually wanted to cut my hair but couldn't bear to cut it in real life,
therefore have to cut it in my dream?

OR
 
Is it a warning to tell me..
"YOU BETTER DUN CUT UR HAIR OR YOU WILL BE SORRY!" 
you know...
something like showing me how devastated i will be if i really cut it!

So how now?
Wat's the verdict?
Jian hai shi bu Jian?
Somebody....vote please!
 
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Who should I marry?

Recently...I have a dilema....
I am stuck between the choice of marrying Spider man or wait for Harry Potter to grow up...
OHHH.....I must be dreaming....lol...
 
 

Addicted

I am sure this is some kind of addiction....
To be online at this time of the day...whenever i can...
Or maybe i am just bored...
Becos life with no TV has made me rather handicapp....
NO NEWS....i hate it....
I just want to know what is going on in this world...
I just want to know something is happening....
Or Life will be too BORing!

Apples....

I have apple-craving recently...
I bought a bag of ten yesterday and ate 5 of them since....
now I have 5 left and i suspect i can finish them tomolo....
10 apples COST £1.48
which is S$ 4.50
I can't believe i am spending such amount on apples....
I shouldn't....becos i am suppose to be on tight budget...
But i dun care...I want to eat apples...
and that's it!

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4.41pm

I CUT MY HAIR!!!!!

Yesterday, i dreamt that I cut my hair...just the fringe...
not much though...
but is enough for me to cry and cry in my dream....
so sad that i can feel the pain in my heart....
I guess that is a warning....
To warn me not to cut my hair....
I have plans to cut my hair 2 days ago....for a project call
"Rapunzel Complex" or "Rapunzel Revenge"
anyway...now with that dream....I am thinking of alternative.....

I promise I will NOT cut my hair for the time being....until I stop having this nightmare again...this is in fact the second time i had such dreams...the last time I dreamt that i cut my hair till shoulder length...and i cried and cried as well....until my heart aches

Guess i am not ready to cut my hair really....
Better keep it long for the time being....
For my heart sake....

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4.25pm

Bak kwa Sensation

I think i am crazy.
Sitting in front of the oven waiting.
Waiting for my bak kwa to heat up and ready.

I wake up in the middle of the night, which i suspect is 3am now
( I dun really noe the time, i am just guessing) to bake bak kwa....
In fact, i didn't wake up, because I couldn't sleep in the first place,
while i just lie on my bed thinking a about a lot of things....

Then I decided that I am going to eat Bak kwa.
I open the fridge and took out the Bak kwa that i kept in Ziploc bag...
2 pieces of them.
Took out one and tear it into half....not in equally half uncontrollably....
I stare at the 2 halves for more than 5 second and think very hard....
Deciding which piece i should put in the oven...
I decided to be generous with myself tonight and choose the bigger half...

So now..here I am waiting.
For me bak kwa to heat up and while waiting, I though I should write down this crazy act while waiting....

I suspect I must be crazy right now...or maybe i am just hungry.
But no. i am not.

Not hungry I am sure, but not sure if i am crazy.....

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I think is 3am but is actually 4am then.

I dun drink coffee...but oh i love tea...

i dun drink coffee...
but ohh i love tea...
The pale pale aroma...
and the bitterness within...

I love my tea with sugar...
and no milk please....
Just a little sugar....
Makes it bitter and yet a little sweet...

Just like my love when i was seventeen...
Just like tea with sugar added in...
a little bitter..
and yet a little sweet....

I dun drink coffee...
But ...ohh i Love tea..
with a little sugar...
Feel so bitter but a little sweetness within....

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4.41pm

It accumulates

When i sit on my bed and start to trim off split ends from my hair ...
I know i bored.....
I know i bored....
This kind of boredom may seem harmless ....
but they accumulates...

Please go away....
I hate to beg but no no...
Dun wanna stay this way.....

When i stare out my windows to wait ....
wait for the sun to rise and then it goes away...
Day by day...
This kind of boredom may seem harmless....
But they accumulates.....

Please go away...
oh...please please go away
I hate to beg but NO NO
Dun wanna stay this way...

One day I sit on my bed.....
stare at the ceiling and feeling dead...
as minutes past by I tell myself...
This kind of boredom may seems harmless
but they kills when they accumulates....

Please go away...
Oh...before it accumulates...
I hate to beg...but no no no no no...
Dun...wanna ...stay this way.....

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4.28pm

DASHBOARD!

Yes. They dashed.
That is why they are called the DASHBOARD.

Yet another amazing features of MAC to help you organise you work station.
It allows you to place miscellaneous on the dashboard for quick access without opening the application itself, such as posting stickies, check dictionary and google online, check time and schedule ONTO a semi transparent layer work station, which you can call up in the middle of your work process and push away easily when done.

Go try it!

LOVE DA DOCK!

The DOCK is the number one thing apart from the appearance of you Mac that will drool you the moment you lay your hands on your newly activated MAC.

Why?

Because it is pretty, neat and COOL!
Not forgetting to mention, bouncy and animated.
Most importantly, it is helps you to keep your work station ORGANISED!

The dock of a MAC is something like the taskbar of a window PC.
Yet, it is also like an tray at the bottom of your desktop to organise your applications and folders.

Instead of putting shortcuts on the desktop...
you park applications and files that you frequently use at the DOCK so that you don't have to search for it at the FINDER.

Search things as you scroll over the icons ...bouncing as you scroll pass....

The visual thrill of it is enough to put a smile on your face everytime you work on it.

What can be more precious then enjoying the process space while you work.

I can only say...Whoever design the DOCK...

APPLE OWES YOU.