Silly drama post~

Throwing fits.

I am throwing fits now. Because I am pissed. People might not understand why. But it's a frustration under a long term torment. It may seem harmless at the beginning but because it was not dealt with immediately, it become a bad vicious cycle. It keep recurring, recurring, recurring until you had enough.

Rubbish ending

Stare~

Let's gather our mind power to all my shipmates at AM1994 Miracle Couple thread!

AM 1994

This is my love for this drama.

Answer Me 1994! Great Drama!

This is the first time I am so totally in a shipping mode for a drama. First time ever that I made this to show my ship. Haha~

This is my current addiction!

I am working like a CSI for a drama...I can't believe I did this. But yeah, because it's a good drama~ haha...

Half a year ago, I was a carefree, and happy person and only work 2 days a week, cursed by some of my friends who think I am too free. Then one day, a friend call and ask me if I wanna do something TOGETHER. Because of trust, I agree to help. End up, I am now no longer carefree, and works 7 days a week.  And yet to get paid. I become a person who is always in an angry mode. I hate the status I am in now. I also can no longer post secrets on my FB. No one can be trust now.

Pond

Boy: " Teacher, how do I draw porn?"
Me: " Porn?"
Boy: "yah, porn."
Me: " why porn? Can't you draw something else?"
Boy: " Because its in the park..."
Me: " Porn in the park!" wow...oh...park...POND. Ok, draw an oval, just add some stones and pebbles..,water ripples, lilypads..."

2012 Resolution~!

If 2012 is really the year for the world to end, then the resolution for this coming year should slightly differ from the usual long term, down to earth, boring kind of resolution and in turn, should be some easy achievable ones instead.
Or else... life will be too boring~

And so!

Resolution for 2012!

1) BE WILFUL AND CHILDISH WHEN NECCESSARY!
2) BE ASSERTIVE AND FIRM ABOUT WHAT I WANT.
3) BE LESS UNDERSTANDING AND CONSIDERATE.
4) FIND SOMEONE TO FALL IN LOVE WITH.
5) WATCH MORE KOREAN, TAIWANESE, Hong Kong DRAMA! AND DO A REVIEW WEBSITE!
6) QUIT BEJEWELED FOR A WHILE. JUST A WHILE.
7) MAKE MORE MONEY TO SPEND AND NOT SAVE.
8) BE HAPPY AND SURVIVE 2012.

Sometimes, we just cannot be too hard on ourselves all the time.
Making impractical and unachievable goals is sometimes a self-torture.
This year, I shall be nice to myself.

Good Bye 2011~
HELLO! 2012~

:)

The 2011 Resolution Year End Assessment!

Saturday, December 31, 2011 at 3:10am

2011 resolution recap!



1. Publish my book ✘ Not yet

2. Do my solo ✘ Not yet

3. Start my website ✘ Not Yet

4. Travel More ✔ Seoul~

5. Have my own home ✘ Not Yet 35!

6. Write more stuff ✘ Sigh~

7. Have more savings ✔ But spend some away for investment~

8. LOSE ANOTHER 5kg. ✔✘ And gain back~

9. Sleep regularly. ✘ Simply TOO HARD!

10. Do more exercise. ✘ Lazy~

11. Drink more water ✘ Don't Like.

12. Read more ✔✘ Did not read books but read online article...

13. Do more, talk less. ✔✘ I think I actually did, but fails occasionally.

14. Eat healthy ✔ sort of..

15.DO MORE Yoga. ✘ TOO EXPENSIVE.

16. Learn ceramic ✔ A little, finally.

17. LEARN MORE Chinese painting and calligraphy ✔ A little too.

18. Learn web design. ✘ Lazy~

19. LEARN DANCING? TANGO? ✔✘ Almost did! SIgned up, but class not opened because not enough people signed up!

20. THROW AWAY THOSE THAT NEED TO BE THROWN AWAY! ✔✘ I actually DID. A little. I have packed a CHUNK! But put aside not throw yet. Waiting to send to salvation army or something...





Finally,

One last extra resolution for 2011 to make this new year a little more exciting!

Hit 900k for my bejeweled!

✔✔✔✔★ ★★ AND I DID IT! HIT 1MILLION~! Wohoo~☁



YEAH!





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And so,



I score 11/21 for my 2011 resolution which is a poor 52% pass.

However, I had a great time and enjoyed my 2011!



Today is the last day of 2011...

May it be a wonderful day for everybody~!

And of course, may the future everyday be as wonderful, hopefully~❤

拥抱。

很想被人拥抱。
偶尔也会这么奢望。
紧紧的。
就这样。

Today I am upset.

I cried twice.
Two of my best friends.
It is either they have no idea what I am going through,
or I am the one who is not sure what I am going through.
They do not understand my dilemma.
It saddens me.
It is not their fault.
It is mine, to expect them to understand.

Tonight I am upset.

我的心啊～！她最近又不听话了。

我的心啊～！
她最近又不听话了。
只能说，，
心虽然是我的，
但我却没有能力阻止她。

我的心啊～！
这一次请你听话吧。
不听话，
会受伤的。
上一次有多痛你忘了吗？

我的心啊～！
快点恢复平常吧～！

我的心，她最近又不听话了。

上一次，我的心，她不听话的时候，
我没能阻止，搞得我偏题鳞伤。
这一次，也不知道她会不听话到什么程度。

只能说，
希望能在受伤之前能全身而退。
我的心，
虽然是我的，
但我自己根本就没有能力控制她。

只能希望她会快点恢复正常。
不要动不动地为某人扑通扑通的乱跳。

只希望她只是一时的兴起乱了频率，
很快就会听话。

又是一个星期过去

上一次，
是他走出来，我刚好要走进去的时候，他向我说：“Good Morning”
这一次，是我走出去，他进来。。。
我说：“早啊！”
他说：“早”

就这样。

第三次之后

开工。
一开门，就是他。
他对我说：“Good Morning”
我来不及反应。。。
隔了一秒露出了微微的笑。
就不知道他有没有看到。

后来，找了个借口，跟他说了一些话。

有后来，一整天走来走去都看到他。

奇怪的感觉。

第三次的印象

在周年庆。
玩游戏的时候，刚好就站在他后面。。。
站了好久。
发现他的背。。。
好宽。